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Everything All At Once
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You said you'd be okay.
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You lied. You tried to hide everything I could see blatantly on your face.
And like a dead tree in spring you'll never get a ring, so lay there to rot and know just who you are.
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Please, Please
02:47
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Put into boxes that which you'd like to keep but rather not see. A puppet's anxiety of when to cut strings lies with a paranoia preventing time keep, or stable relationships. So tell me, what does your father know?
And don't rely on compliments you get, I'm telling you it's poison. It goes straight to your head. And if food is what you need, then eat. Your body is skinny and initials carved, you called it art, and your mother called it a problem. I should've kept quiet like you kept hungry.
So please, please darling I don't want to.
So please, please darling we don't have to.
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I haven't liked myself since you left. And from time to time, I'll find hair on my skin and am convinced it's yours.
Even on the days I feel okay, there is a hole in my stomach uttering "No, it's not." Everything I learned about closure is a fucking lie, I still see you all the time.
And I never thought about my life's worth until I met you, as if you were a determination of my value.
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I live with regret because it's much easier than facing myself in mirrors. With who I've become and who I will be, eventually everything, all at once.
Just say you're not in the mood, we don't have to. And don't scream please give me some more.
I'd gouge out my eyes to give you perspective on terrible thoughts I think. But you'd still act blind and say that you're right. I don't exist, and neither did we.
Just say you're not in the mood, we don't have to. And don't scream please give me some more.
You cannot expect me to forget everything that you said about forever and regret. Fuck your never meant.
Pity me not, my broken heart.
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Personality Disorders New York
Songs to fall asleep to.
Bedroom recordings; May 2013-January 2016.
Personality Disorders recommends:
You in the Heart of Everyone
by Fear Not Ourselves Alone
If you enjoyed PD, you might like my current project that picks up where PD left off. Fear Not Ourselves Alone is a band about everything you've never said outloud.
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